I'm so dissapionted with myself. I didn't just fall off the wagon, I fell into horseshit and the wagon run me over last night.
So today I punished myself with a 20+ min workout on cardio machines. I am not going to smoke damnit!
Then I spilled my mocha at Starbuck all over the place. Damn lid wasn't on all the way!
First meeting was campy and boring. Hopefully it will pick up and this feeling of anxiety will pass.
I miss my Sarah and I kinda want to go home.
Poor little white boy I am.
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